I have made You too small in my eyes

I have made You too small in my eyes

Oh Lord, forgive me
And I have believed in a lie
That You were unable to help me

This song has been echoeing in my ears
Already for some time
And I realize that this is
What I have been doing
Without even noticing that.

But now, o Lord, I see my wrong
Heal my heart and show Yourself strong,
And in my eyes and with my song
O Lord, be magnified,
O Lord, be magnified!

I think, I consciously understood
what I am doing after the strong prayer
with African brothers & sister.

I saw that I am reducing God
And His power
over our lifes because
I've been having
many difficulties at the same time
which demanded me to change
but change is painful
and costs a lot of energy.
Well, this is probably the cost
of our creation,
of new life in Christ.

Be magnified, o Lord,
You are highly exalted
And there is nothing You can't do
O Lord, my eyes are on You.
Be magnified,
O Lord, be magnified!

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