Hardened heart - a normal consequence or deviation from God's plan?

I thank God for the amazing frienship
He has gifted me,
I am always having fun
and nice time,
and always feel loved
and cared by you.
You must understand that
it's about you
when you read it :)

I am experiencing our friendship as a child
Happy and open
I just feel you accept me the way I am
One day when I returned from you,
a funny thought came into my mind:
Every time we separate,
I feel "charged with love" :)

And then I understood
that true friendships
close friendships
can be not only in childhood
and teenage

I can find it now :)
God I trust, but
I must learn to trust people again
that they don't necessarily
have to let me down
...