I am learning a lot about people, the world, God and most importantly, myself. Isaiah is wonderful, he is counselling me through e-mails, he is like my "Dvasios Tėvas" (Spiritual Counsellor? you call it here if you have it here :). I am fighting a lot in the Spirit, I am a strong rebel :) Those endless fights and sleepless nights, they exhaust me. Therefore my most favorite occupation beside reading a good book and thinking over it now is going to the gym.
It is a difficult time: no job, no money and everywhere in NL for HR position they ask good Dutch, I am not that good. So I need a lot of guidance and trust in the Lord where to begin and how to go this way.
It seems there is a contradiction between what I want for a job and what I am able to get. It all makes it difficult, hard emotionally and I get confused what kind of strategy to employ. It's a kind of a puzzle which is bigger than I, so I really need support from my friends which I so freely receive.
Thus, I pray a lot and contemplate upon the Bible's words. Finally I received an answer from Robert, we are meeting tomorrow. And "the mountains have moved" as we say it (kalnai pajudėjo universitete) in the university.
So, Sjoerd proposes to meet on Thursday and he will help me to "voorbereiden voor de sollicitatie afspraak". We both see that my Dutch is insufficient, but he is willing to give me a try and stands strong for me because I suit in every other way :) I am grateful to God for the hope which has risen again because I understood that at the moment I have very small chances to get a job connected to my profession in the companies.
My cousin Diana in Molėtai, Lithuania.
3 comments:
keep the faith my dear friend! In His time, He will fulfill your heart's desires :) let's continue praying for this :)
was here anything about heart's desires? ;) anyway, thanx :)
hehe...don't you desire to get a job? or were you referring to something else (joke)?...ur welcome btw (",
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