Ruins from the past

It is very open and very personal what you will read. The reason I put it in public is that maybe someone of you can be blessed.

As Jason Upton (Christian worship leader) said:
"Rejection influences us much more than we can imagine. It's like a veil surrounding us."

This night God revealed to me that rejection still had impact on me, though I thought I have left it far behind.

I realized that my disappointment and attitude "don't expect to be loved" stems from rejection.

It's enemie's attack to my weak point and I can assure you, he was having victory for a long time! But God is amazing, He showed to me, especially this year that I WAS, AM & WILL BE LOVED (not only by God), but also by people and that special guy, whom I will call my man.

Lord opened my eyes to see how "I don't expect to be loved" thing hurt the people I care for. Now I would like to turn back the time arrow and change what I've said and done! The essence is that I had good intentions, but in certain circumstances I was blinded by the veil of rejection from my past.

If you find this real story touching you, I recommend you to visit Jason's website and hear what he says about rejection. It's really powerful because it's from the Spirit!!!!!!!!!

www.jasonupton.net/com/index.php?option=com_wrapper&Itemid=545

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Thanks, TJ, for this discovery!