
But now it is real winter as you see :)
I love winter, I love the pure whiteness all around and playing with snow...
Therefore, when all the Dutch people were terrified by the never ending snow for three days last winter, I was rejoicing peace and beauty of snow... But that's another story.
At the moment God sends me many revelations what might sound cool, but it actually means non-sleep nights. :)
So no matter how beautiful and fresh winter is, it is cold. And cold is something I am very uncomfortable with. Thus, Lord helps me understand that almost all my childhood and teenage I was in winter. Spiritual winter, coldness generated by the closest people.
No matter that God heals, as my closest people were constantly letting me down, it had left a deep footprint. God assists me in tracking down how it affects my current expectations and behavior with the people whom I consider close to me.
A picture is from www.delfi.lt
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